10 months anniversary and then.. :(

Well, it was bound to happen.. two days after we celebrated our 10 months anniversary, Ali left me.. He'll be back on Friday in shaa allah :) He is away on business from today and I am supposed to spend 3 whole days all alone. Do I sound pathetic? :) Well, it's the first time since our marriage that Ali leaves me for this period and the first time I will sleep all by myself in our house. It's not easy you know. I was telling a friend just now that being in love is tough work. Of course it's warmth, fun, security, companionship and a lot more, but it is also feeling lousy when your love is gone, and feeling upset when he's in a bad mood, and feeling the pain when he's sick, and feeling that you miss him when he's sitting beside you :) I know what you're thinking, "yeh, yeh, just wait after 5 years of marriage and then talk about love," :) Even if life and kids and time have their effect, I choose not to worry about them now and bask in the heat of first-year marriage :)

Ok, happy thoughts.. well, we had a very nice celebration in the weekend. The weather was great so our activities included: we went out for a walk in the sun, we went to see STOMP matinee, we ate out, and we did some exercise that I will tell you about later.

Anyway, I have loads of work to keep me busy these coming 3 days. Of course the key is to be in a good mood to actually do the work :) I guess this will be hard when the soundtrack for the coming few days will be Akon's expressive words:

Lonely, I'm so lonely
I have no body, for my own..

p.s.
(1) I miss you Ali..
(2) I am writing all this while Ali hasn't even left the country yet..

Mai :(