This will always be the day I missed my best friend's wedding, but I've come to terms with it

Yes, I finally came to terms with it. It wasn't easy, though. Today and yesterday were really hard. I tried everything to overcome my misery: I tried working it off, sleeping it off, walking it off, laughing it off and crying it off. It also took 4 phone calls between me and Niha, including one actually during the wedding party just a couple of hours ago, in addition to lisening to every single sad song and music I have. So, the final outcome: I am ok now.

Hopefully, there will be no more *happy* occasions like this soon, at least I know no one will hurt as much.

Ok, I am going to read something now and go to sleep.

p.s.
thanks mum for your support today, even though you got to be in the party and not me :) , and I will be waiting for the pictures.

Mai