interruption

I didn't have a good sleep because of the loud carnival music, so I got up with a big headache about half an hour ago. And just from a few minutes, the music stopped. I just had a quick sandwich and will go back to sleep again. I wish I can stop thinking that just a few hours ago I was home, with mum and dad and miro and what the hell I am doing alone here!!

lonely,
i am 'miss' lonely
i have no body
for my own

:(

Mai