countdown

I won't even try to recap what has been going on with my life lately.. partly because it would take a long time that I don't exactly have to spare, and partly because I'm not really in the mood. Well.. you're probably asking now what happened to the all happy-happy-loving feeling I've been rubbing in your face for some time, it's still there but right now it's being overwhelmed by the sense of thinking of a million thing to do. I mean all the preparations and the things that need to be done are exciting of course, but to be constantly thinking about them day and night will eventually get to you. It's now a little less than a month and a half till my expected marriage date, so wish me luck.

So, to make a long story short, I'm struggling to get some work done before deadlines coming up, I'm thinking all the time and going around a lot to see and buy stuff, I'm very very tired, I'm missing my family, I very much look forward to my future life, I'm worried, and I'm, as ever, cold.

Mai